I don't complain much,usually. I've stopped doing that. But I'll make an exception tonight. I've started to understand how god gives me one issue to focus on at a time. All these years, I had nothing to worry about, except one issue. Now that THATs out of the way, I SUDDENLY have other things to worry about.
At times like these, I miss the presence of some people in my life. They would calm me down, or distract me somehow. Not many people are capable of doing that. Or they'd atleast inspire me to deal with stuff the 'adult' way. So to those people- whereever you are, I wish you were here.
The past one year has been the biggest fuck-up of my life. Everything that could possibly go wrong, has gone wrong, short of my death, or worse, the death of someone dear. Until today, I believed in the famous Secret - if you really will for something to happen, it will. But now, all that seems like a load of bull, and I want to bitch slap everyone I know, and go to sleep for a hundred years or so. Which doesnt make sense I guess, because when I wake up, the problems will remain then, too. So I cant run away, I can't find a solution, I have nobody to fall back on. This is so emo. I want it to go away
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
just like the stench of a nasty fart dissapates (even though it may seem like an eternity), this too shall pass. in the mean time, hang in there :)
Post a Comment